Better, but still in need of a Car

Hello Everyone! It has been awhile since my last post and update. I apologize for that. Many changes have taken place since the last post. My husband has been working at a full time job now for about the past 8 months. We also Moved to a different town, closer to his job. We are still staying in a Motel, but it is a little better and a little more space. Our Car finally died, so now we are without transportation, but my husbands Supervisor has been getting him back and forth to work for now. Our son is still dealing with many problems, some emotionally and some physically as well as my health has gone downhill some. I now need a hip replacement and my blood pressure is high and I may have diabetes as well as some tests for cancer. Praying those come out alright, but still worried. We are in a better situation financially, as far as keeping a roof over our heads, but we still cannot afford a car at this time, so a Good Friend on Facebook asked about us starting a funding website again, and I posted about it on facebook, and I had a lot of Positive feedback from my Facebook friends who all told me to "Go for it", so I created a new YouCaring funding Website for assistance in getting a car. If my husbands Supervisor "Gets tired" of taking my husband to work and back, We will again be in a Position to be Homeless and we Have to do what we can to avoid that situation from happening. Please help support us, if you would? We would Truly be so Grateful and God Bless you All! 
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It has Been awhile, but Making Some Progress!

This is The latest Update. Due to website issues, I could not update this until today. My Husband has been working now for about a Month at a Local, but Out of town, Cleaning Company. He really Likes his job. He does get paid weekly, so that helps. Our Son was Hospitalized last week for having a Breakdown again, but he wanted to go this time. They took good care of him and got him a Brain MRI test done this last Monday, and new medicines. The results are in, but they still are not sure if he has MS or another Neurological Disease yet because it showed some abnormalities, but not sure if that was caused from him moving around some during his test or not. They want us to get him in to see a Neurologist as soon as we can, so I am making him an appointment as soon as they straighten out which Insurance he is on. He is home(Motel) now, with us. I also found out that I have to get a hip replacement done, so I need to lose some weight, and return in 3 months to see about surgery. Things are getting done, just very slowly. We still have a bunch of bills to catch up on, and our car Desperately needs repairs done before it breaks down for good. We just do not have enough to catch up yet. It is so hard to pay on everything at once and everyone wants their money now, not later, but this is where we are at this time, and any help that we can get still, would Greatly be appreciated and would help us to catch up much faster. Thank you All for your Understanding and Patience with us and God Bless You! <3

DARKNESS!

All I feel is Doom! I am getting weaker and weaker by the moment! All I do is Cry all day long! I can't get this Blanket of Darkness off of me! I have fought and fought and fought and I have no fight left! People don't care out there anymore. Yes there is a few, but ONLY a FEW! No one Cares about Other Peoples Struggles and Just about EVERYONE has ABANDONED us! 

A Very MISERABLE and LONELY Christmas and NEW YEAR Holiday! This has been the Absolute Worst! The most Agonizing Holiday EVER! I AM SO GLAD that it is OVER! I Just wished my PAIN would go away! This Deep in the Gut Pain that will not go away!

I Don't Know what to do anymore! I Can't stop Crying! I am only writing this all down because it helps me a little, but It is a waste of time! I know it does NO GOOD! I Can't Sleep at night! MY Mind has too many thoughts. Bad, Scary Thoughts! I Feel like I am Dying and that the World would be better off without me! If I was never Born, I would Have No Family to go through this! To Suffer! I am So Tired!

To those FEW that Cared and sent us a few things, Thank you and I Love you for that! 

WOW! This will Touch Your Heart! How Does A Homeless Man Spend $100?

A Much Different Christmas!

Last Year, We had a nice Corner next to Our Fire Place, that Our Tree Stood! All decorated and The Christmas Decorations were put out all over the Living room and a Nice Christmas Wreath, hung on our door! We usually Cooked a Big Dinner either at My Mother in Laws or my Moms place.

Things are much Different this year. We have a 12 inch table tree, that a friend gave us, sitting on our table with some bulbs hanging on it in our tiny motel room.  I do not mind at all though, because we have a roof over our heads! Unable to get to my Moms and My Mother in Law is no longer with us, but with Her Husband in Heaven. My Daughter and our 2 Grandsons are staying with her Boyfriend, in a tiny apartment that hardly has room for anyone else, so I will go to my daughters boyfriends, help cook a Christmas dinner, and bring a few plates back to the motel room for My Husband, Our son and myself. It has been a Very Depressing and Sad time this Holiday Season, but I have been doing my Best at staying Positive and keeping My Faith in God. We all have. My Thoughts keep wanting to go back to the days where we Celebrated Christmas with the Families, but that wont happen this year. I am Very Thankful that I have my husband and son, and we get to see our daughter and grandsons on Christmas, but so much has changed and so much we miss.

We don't mind if we do not get Presents. Just to have Faith in God, some food, gas for our dying car, lol, Clean Clothes, and each other for support, is all that Matters.I see so many people posting about what they did or what they are going to do for Christmas, and I am Happy for them, Really. I do not want anyone to feel Miserable just because things are not that great for us. I want Everyone to have a Blessed Holiday Season. We will be Blessed in Gods Time and we already are! :)

We have had to swallow our pride this past year and it has been Very Trying! We had went through some tough things this last year and with that, I decided, really I had no choice, to ask for help on Facebook and Online. We have had Many shut the Door on us because of this, but in return, We have met some of the most Kindest, Compassionate and Understanding People to walk the Earth! A Couple of Friends sent us a box of clothing and a few needs for us and It felt so good to be thought of! I Hope to repay the kindness someday. I Thank God Every Day for putting them in our lives, because this has kept us off of the streets and has kept a roof over our heads, some food to eat, and now working on getting our car repaired! To me, We Already had Christmas All Year Long and My Heart will Always Remember each and Every one of you who has helped us survive! We Truly would not be here today, if it was not for these Caring Human Beings that I Now Call My Friends! Christmas was not so Lonely because of you few Special People. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to All of you and Please just Remember to Always Count your Blessings! :)

A NEW Path to Travel!

It has been a while since I updated My Blog. I do apologize. We are still at the Motel, Thank God for having a roof over our heads. My husband has been working Part time at a local  Restaurant and we have barely been able to stay here, but we have. Our car is still running, barely, but still running. We have had our ups and downs. Days without food and gas for the car. Not able to Wash our clothes at the local laundry mat, but washing them out by hand. But in the Midst of all of this, I had received and email from a Facebook friend, who Happens to be an 8 time Best Selling Author and Publisher, and she offered her mentoring services to me and asked if I was interested in Writing a Book!

I have never written before, other then this Blog, some forums, and posts, and a few small poems, so to write a Book, or to be Part of a Book, is Very New to me. I am Excited, but Nervous at the same time. I need to be stronger then ever to do this, because I have to have Confidence in myself and change my Thought process altogether. I try to stay Positive Most of the time, but do have my down days and sometimes share that with my online friends and even in this Blog.

I am now listening to some Inspiring Videos that will help train me to Stay Positive even through the darkest of times. I need to learn how to shut down that voice that keeps reminding me of how much we lost and how bad our situation is, and that is so Hard to do, but I know that I can and will accomplish this. We will never forget, but to learn how to Cope and Move on, is A New Beginning and will Create a New Path in Life which will, in return, open up a Brand New and Much Better Way of Living and so many Possibilities and Doors will be Open!

I am Asking For Your Help Please!

Things have been going well the last couple of weeks. My husband finally started his new job and the Motel had been letting us stay here up until Now. We had also, finally received Assistance with food after a month and a half, battle with the Human Services dept. But this Morning, we got a phone call from the motel management saying that if we do not come up with some of the past due money that we owe here, we have to be out this Monday!

We have an Arctic Cold front coming in this week, and living out in our car could be life threatening! This will Really Happen to us if we cannot find any help!

I came up with a Plan, if some of you are willing! 

I CAN VERIFY THIS! I am asking you All for a Huge Favor Please! If you are willing to Shop at either one of these Companies, My Commissions will prevent us from being on the Streets as of Monday! This way, it is Not a Handout! You get some gifts to give or keep for yourself, and we, in return, get to keep a Roof over Our Heads! My husband is working, but the Motel we are staying at cannot wait two more weeks until My husband gets paid. We Will be So Very Grateful! I am willing to work for this! If you would Please Share this, It May help! Thanks So Much!

http://www.wagonwheelcompany.com/#a_aid=shellyhargis

https://www.jewelryincandles.com/store/shellyscents

If you could help and do some shopping at these links, Wagon Wheel pays every week directly to my Paypal account, and Jewelry in candles Pays every 2 weeks into my Paypal, with the next pay period coming the 15th of this month! 

Please help if you would or Please share this! We would be So Grateful for this! :)