All I feel is Doom! I am getting weaker and weaker by the moment! All I do is Cry all day long! I can't get this Blanket of Darkness off of me! I have fought and fought and fought and I have no fight left! People don't care out there anymore. Yes there is a few, but ONLY a FEW! No one Cares about Other Peoples Struggles and Just about EVERYONE has ABANDONED us!
A Very MISERABLE and LONELY Christmas and NEW YEAR Holiday! This has been the Absolute Worst! The most Agonizing Holiday EVER! I AM SO GLAD that it is OVER! I Just wished my PAIN would go away! This Deep in the Gut Pain that will not go away!
I Don't Know what to do anymore! I Can't stop Crying! I am only writing this all down because it helps me a little, but It is a waste of time! I know it does NO GOOD! I Can't Sleep at night! MY Mind has too many thoughts. Bad, Scary Thoughts! I Feel like I am Dying and that the World would be better off without me! If I was never Born, I would Have No Family to go through this! To Suffer! I am So Tired!
To those FEW that Cared and sent us a few things, Thank you and I Love you for that!
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