Sunday, December 6, 2015

Better, but still in need of a Car



Hello Everyone! It has been awhile since my last post and update. I apologize for that. Many changes have taken place since the last post. My husband has been working at a full time job now for about the past 8 months. We also Moved to a different town, closer to his job. We are still staying in a Motel, but it is a little better and a little more space. Our Car finally died, so now we are without transportation, but my husbands Supervisor has been getting him back and forth to work for now. Our son is still dealing with many problems, some emotionally and some physically as well as my health has gone downhill some. I now need a hip replacement and my blood pressure is high and I may have diabetes as well as some tests for cancer. Praying those come out alright, but still worried. We are in a better situation financially, as far as keeping a roof over our heads, but we still cannot afford a car at this time, so a Good Friend on Facebook asked about us starting a funding website again, and I posted about it on facebook, and I had a lot of Positive feedback from my Facebook friends who all told me to "Go for it", so I created a new YouCaring funding Website for assistance in getting a car. If my husbands Supervisor "Gets tired" of taking my husband to work and back, We will again be in a Position to be Homeless and we Have to do what we can to avoid that situation from happening. Please help support us, if you would? We would Truly be so Grateful and God Bless you All! 
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Friday, May 8, 2015

It has Been awhile, but Making Some Progress!



This is The latest Update. Due to website issues, I could not update this until today. My Husband has been working now for about a Month at a Local, but Out of town, Cleaning Company. He really Likes his job. He does get paid weekly, so that helps. Our Son was Hospitalized last week for having a Breakdown again, but he wanted to go this time. They took good care of him and got him a Brain MRI test done this last Monday, and new medicines. The results are in, but they still are not sure if he has MS or another Neurological Disease yet because it showed some abnormalities, but not sure if that was caused from him moving around some during his test or not. They want us to get him in to see a Neurologist as soon as we can, so I am making him an appointment as soon as they straighten out which Insurance he is on. He is home(Motel) now, with us. I also found out that I have to get a hip replacement done, so I need to lose some weight, and return in 3 months to see about surgery. Things are getting done, just very slowly. We still have a bunch of bills to catch up on, and our car Desperately needs repairs done before it breaks down for good. We just do not have enough to catch up yet. It is so hard to pay on everything at once and everyone wants their money now, not later, but this is where we are at this time, and any help that we can get still, would Greatly be appreciated and would help us to catch up much faster. Thank you All for your Understanding and Patience with us and God Bless You! <3

Thursday, January 1, 2015

DARKNESS!



All I feel is Doom! I am getting weaker and weaker by the moment! All I do is Cry all day long! I can't get this Blanket of Darkness off of me! I have fought and fought and fought and I have no fight left! People don't care out there anymore. Yes there is a few, but ONLY a FEW! No one Cares about Other Peoples Struggles and Just about EVERYONE has ABANDONED us! 

A Very MISERABLE and LONELY Christmas and NEW YEAR Holiday! This has been the Absolute Worst! The most Agonizing Holiday EVER! I AM SO GLAD that it is OVER! I Just wished my PAIN would go away! This Deep in the Gut Pain that will not go away!

I Don't Know what to do anymore! I Can't stop Crying! I am only writing this all down because it helps me a little, but It is a waste of time! I know it does NO GOOD! I Can't Sleep at night! MY Mind has too many thoughts. Bad, Scary Thoughts! I Feel like I am Dying and that the World would be better off without me! If I was never Born, I would Have No Family to go through this! To Suffer! I am So Tired!

To those FEW that Cared and sent us a few things, Thank you and I Love you for that!